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It the worst storm of the year outside, and it's been raging for hours, and it leads me to the past few months interesting affairs.
I've been going up and down like no ones business, and, although I have been doing this for years, it's become more and more evident that I needed to get help again. So, after an episode of witnessing people that didn't actually exist, I did. The first doctor didn't take me seriously and tried palming me off with some bollocks about how we as humans don't truly understand how the human brain works and such like, so I went back and saw my usual doctor, and he was incredibly helpful, so I have a referral to see some specialists, something that really should have happened quite a while ago.
These events led me to think of my singular nature, and what it means to have a relationship whether you are medicated or not. Is it about understanding, is romance the same as it used to be, or has it been dumbed down and homogenised into something altogether something else. Is it about buying flowers, or is it about buying certain flowers. Is it about roses, or knowing that they like Blue Tulips or White roses, or something altogether different?
Surely romance shouldn't be about what everyone else says, but something more individual? The occasional gift should be something special, whether it be a box of chocolates or a pen. Taking notice of your partner should be very important, or is this just rubbish? I've known people that demand certain things from their partners, and this, in my eyes, destroys what a "relationship" is all about, should it be about liking the same TV show? I don't think I will truly understand the modern way, I have too much imagination. Should the element of surprise always exist? In my eyes of course it should!
Well, that's it for now, I will see you all soon.
I've been going up and down like no ones business, and, although I have been doing this for years, it's become more and more evident that I needed to get help again. So, after an episode of witnessing people that didn't actually exist, I did. The first doctor didn't take me seriously and tried palming me off with some bollocks about how we as humans don't truly understand how the human brain works and such like, so I went back and saw my usual doctor, and he was incredibly helpful, so I have a referral to see some specialists, something that really should have happened quite a while ago.
These events led me to think of my singular nature, and what it means to have a relationship whether you are medicated or not. Is it about understanding, is romance the same as it used to be, or has it been dumbed down and homogenised into something altogether something else. Is it about buying flowers, or is it about buying certain flowers. Is it about roses, or knowing that they like Blue Tulips or White roses, or something altogether different?
Surely romance shouldn't be about what everyone else says, but something more individual? The occasional gift should be something special, whether it be a box of chocolates or a pen. Taking notice of your partner should be very important, or is this just rubbish? I've known people that demand certain things from their partners, and this, in my eyes, destroys what a "relationship" is all about, should it be about liking the same TV show? I don't think I will truly understand the modern way, I have too much imagination. Should the element of surprise always exist? In my eyes of course it should!
Well, that's it for now, I will see you all soon.
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